| today was the most boring day ever.
bye. |
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| i wish people would stop asking me when i would leave.. i was asked that 43 times in one day. it sucks okay.. stop reminding me. its not like it hurts enough thinking about it every damned day but to have people remind me over and over again, it just pisses me off big time.
especially when people say stupid things like
" eh you got bf arrr.. gonna miss him anot?"
what kind of stupid question is that? oh noo im not gonna miss him at all.
god. it hurts alot and some people just aren't making it any better. |
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| love this song from alot like love.
if you leave me now you'll take away the biggest part of me ooo oh, no, baby please don't go and if you leave me now you'll take away the very heart of me ooo oh, no, baby please don't go. ooo, oh, i just want you to stay a love like ours is love that's hard to find how could we let it slip away? we've come too far to leave it all behind how could we end it all this way?
had fun today! ;) |
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| we drive tonight, and you are by my side. We're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever. the time flies by, with the sound of your voice. its close to paradise, with the end surely near. and if i could only stop the car and hold onto you, and never let go i'll never let go as we round the corner to your house you turned to me and said, "i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent." and, i want to speak these words but i guess i'll just bite my tongue, and accept "someday, somehow" as the words that we'll hang from.
why does tonight, have to end? why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts. we'll skip the goodbyes. if i had it my way, i'd turn the car around and runaway, just you and i.
and i don't want to speak these words. cause i don't want to make things any worse. and i don't want to speak these words cause i don't want to make things and i don't want to make things any worse
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| hello.. i'm so sick.
food poisoning. it started last night.. i couldn't even lie down without cramping up.. my head was spinning.. i wanted to puke but i don't let myself puke. and i just had to stay up and brian called so we talked for awhile..
so i woke up all shivery and with a fever..
didnt go to school so i've missed the exams.. but i really can't help it. i feel terrible.
bye . |
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